11:20 am
Jesus christ, I ate two chocolate pop tarts and an apple juice for breakfast. I couldn't get out of class to throw up until like 11:00 so not much came up at all. Kind of sucks. I get to leave early today to go to the doctors to get my meds. So I'll get to see how much I weigh on an accurate scale. Neato, right? Mmhmm. I'm gonna go home tonight and do all my exercizes and take two stackers then hopefully go to sleep so I can't feel the effect of the stackers. I figure for dinner I'll have two eggwhites and water. Yummay. Man, everyone in dance this morning kept tellkng me that I looked sad and it made me think about when Dr.Perez told me that I have sad eyes. It kept making me want to look at my eyes! lol. Okay, well I"m going to go get on the computer and do nothing. Update ya' later.

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Right, so I went to the doctors today. They say I'm 5'9" and weigh 118. Pssh, I think I like my scale better than theirs. Mine says 115 lol. So my goal is to really be 115 by the end of this week. Of course, that means I'll have to learn to reset my scale. But I"m sure that'll be kinda easy to do. Anyways, I went to subway right after the doctors, so I didn't eat dinner tonight and I threw up whatever I could from earlier today. Then I took two stackers and I'm about to go do my exercises.


I NEEEEEEEED TO FIGURE OUT HOW TO DO A FUCKING LAYOUT!


mmhmm. yes, so anyways...I haven't updated my paper journal in like 5 days. I feel bad about that, but I'm not going to do anything about it because I am a lazy fat ass.I'm thinking about trying to fast for the next 2 days...but I dont know if I'll be able to, so I'll probably decide sometime tomorrow morning :-/

Well I am going to go.