Well, I'm finally back. I've been in a treatment center for the past couple of weeks and I just got my computer back. My mom found my other journal and flipped out and sent me to the Seay Center..some gay place for adolescents. I don't know, it was so boring! Like, I thought I was going to die if I had to stay there one more day. But jesus christ, the way my mom brought me in there was so fucked up.

She told me to go home w/ my friend and that we were going to the movies. My friends mom told me that we had to go back to my house to get some money for the movies, and lo and behold when I got home there was my mom, my two sisters, my sisters boyfriend, my other friend and her mom and my friend that was supposed to take me to the movies and her mom sitting in my living room. So they pull this 'we all care about you' shit and then send me to some treatment center where I have been locked up for a while now. They made me gain weight and become hideous. I've already dropped a few pounds since I've been home, but I've been really afraid to weigh myself lately. I dont really want to see how much weight they actually made me gain. Jeez, I really need to start majorly restricting again and exercising. Just make it look like I've been eating, you know? Like take my food in my room then throw it away or something. Oh well, I'll have to contemplate ideas later, I gotta go type a report.