I'm leaving for the oklahoma horse show tomorrow, and all I've done is gained weight. I was hoping to be thin and pretty by the time I left, but I'm even more fat than I was before. I woke up this morning and my scale said 119. I refuse to believe it, though...mostly because I'm a baby. I don't know what to do, I havent eaten a single thing in the past 2 days and I've gained weight! Maybe I'll eat something small today :-/

anyways, I wont be updating again till sunday. So, not that anybody reads this or anything, but just a warning.