I NEEEEEEEEEED TO FIGURE OUT HOW TO DO A NEW FUCKING LAYOUT!!

yeah, well today went relatively well. had a orange-bananna smoothie for breakfast then 2 granola bars for lunch then took a stacker. For dinner I had some rice, but after dinner I ate half a fucking pint of chocolate ice creame. Damn having fucking periods that make you crave chocolate like no other!

Well since the Seay Center made me balloon up to 122, I have gotten down to 116. Hopefully 115 by tomorrow. But who knows, right? yeeeeah.

I have lots and lots of homework that I don't plan on doing. I think my highest grade right now is like a 80. That's terrible, but I can't seem to get myself to really care about my grades anymore. I mean, I just got a 0 on a major test grade and I'm not even trying to do anything about it. I don't know, I probably should so I can be eligable for UIL shit...not that I care about UIL or anything...I just need my horse show absences and if I'm not passing, I cant get excused.

Speaking of horse shows, Aprill 13 - 18 is Oklahoma Centennial. I get to show Sir, whoop-dee-fucking-doo. I mean, I love sir, I think the's gorgeous, but it pisses me off that I can't show my own fucking horse when no one else is showing her. I swear, my trainer is incredibly gay. but not much I can do about that, right?

Ah, I have no more Seraquill..my sleepy medicine, and we can't get a refill for like 2 weeks...so my insomnia is making me really mad right now. I want to go to sleep soooo bad. I think I'm going to go try to sleep...maybe some Tylenol PM will help...yes, I'll take a stacker and a tylenol pm and I'll hopefully be good

sorry this post was so incredibly out of order and pointless

goodnight